*TRIGGER WARNING: This is a Survivor of Suicide Loss blog in diary format for the month of August to chart my feelings regarding my brother’s untimely death by suicide.

August 3, 2023

Today was extremely busy! So many amazing things are happening and I am so grateful for the overwhelming love and support from God. You know you think support will come from your “friends” and family…CLEARLY that’s STINKIN’ THINKIN’! 🥴🤭 But it’s all good cuz I know WHO DOES have my back, front, middle etc. 😂🤗 GOD DOES! God has shown himself to be my GREATEST SUPPORTER my entire life and I am eternally grateful!

Note to McCants

McCants,

I just wanna make you proud.  You always believed in me and told me that I was capable of anything.  You know what…YOU WERE ABSOLUTELY CORRECT! Thank you for leaving me with your words of encouragement. I love you and I miss you tremendously but YOOOOOOO! Earth is GHETTTTOOOOOO! So glad you aren’t here to see this BS play out. Anyway, continue to rest well. I love you always!

Your Sister

~ Fese 🫶🏽

So, yeah that is basically it for today guys. I had a very productive day! Let’s see what tomorrow brings!