45 years ago today, my brother and first best-friend was born! 🥺 Since his passing I have been okay emotionally on his birthday but the last two years ON 11/13, I have been a mess. This year it started on Saturday 11/11 😔 and I just knew it was the energy in the air but NOPE…clearly my body was telling me that I miss my brother. Which is strange because years 1-10, I would be “triggered” the days leading UP to his birthday and then be okay on 11/13. So when the emotions hit me ON HIS BIRTHDAY these last two years, I’ve been kinda confused and caught off guard. I dunno maybe it’s my age or maybe it’s just the way life has been lifeing lately. 🤷🏽‍♀️ I dunno!

I certainly am going through a spiritual awakening or shift…SOMETHING! And I feel like the things that I’m being dealt are for my good. Things are being revealed to me left and right! Things are falling apart! Shoot, it’s my brother’s birthday and it is NOW my car’s death date. GO FIGURE! I’m good with it though. Needless to say today has certainly been a wild ride! 😂🤣😂

PROTECTION

My daughter asked me at the last minute…JUST THIS MORNING (which completely drives me UP the wall) to take her to an appointment at 2. She said she either needed a pickup or a drop-off not both cuz she would Uber home. I was going to just take her and leave but I didn’t. So, I sat in my car recorded a video and just waited for her. As we were on our way home, the RPMs were at 5 and the speedometer was chillin at 20mph. 😳😖

So, I pulled over, switched gears to see if anything would change and of course it didn’t. Luckily, I was about 5 minutes from my friend’s house so I texted him and asked if he he was home and wouldn’t mind taking us home. I’m so thankful that he was home! So, I was able to park my car at his place and get a ride home.

Angel Numbers

Since I was a Passenger Princess, I began thinking about what in the world I was gonna do and all I could do was rejoice. REJOICE? YEP! Rejoice cuz I KNOW for a FACT that God will provide. I truly have nothing to worry about cuz it’s not like I can get a car…I have no job. I can’t get the car fixed cuz no savings…that’s been depleted years ago. Yooo! so many people would be losing their minds right now and I am so at peace with everything! 🤷🏽‍♀️

I’m big on numbers..always have been and always will be. So as those thoughts were circulating through my head, I looked up and saw 222 on the license ahead of us.

Angel Number 222 represents TRUST FALL ~ Your angels ask you to trust your place in life right now. You are in the right place at the right time. Take a look around and enjoy the moment. Everything is where it’s supposed to be.

SEE…

Worry for what? God knows the beginning from the end. I have NOTHING to worry about and everything to be thankful for. Things could have been another way! My daughter and I are safe. The car is safe. I was able to get home SAFE! I just don’t have transportation which may eventually drive me nuts but I AM SAFE!!! This may be God’s way of telling me to sit my BUTT down for a minute. OKAY, GOD…I hear you! I’m a lil hardheaded. 🫣

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Angel number 1113 is “showing me the impact of OPTIMISM in my life”. So why not be happy and peaceful with all of the “chaos” that is surrounding me at this time and on THIS day of all days. I know my angels got me cuz I am home safe. I know my brother is safe and no longer dealing with the troubles of this horrible world. I also know that God is going to provide one way or another. I’mma just sit back and watch him work! Of course, I will be doing my part in the background but y’all know what I’m saying.

I miss my brother tremendously. I’m gonna miss my car and being able to jump in and go wherever I want whenever I want. But I’ll sit still and watch these blessings come in.

Y’all be encouraged! TRUST GOD TO CATCH YOU! Take heed to his call even if you don’t understand the HOW…do it scared! Do you think he’s gonna bring me THIS far just to And leave me? NOPE…NOT THE GOD I SERVE! And he won’t leave YOU either. TRUST HIM!

Happy Birthday, McCants! I hope I’m making you proud!

~ Elle