must come to an end! We had a good run, however life has a way of revealing things to you in a timely fashion.
Not sure if you all know but I was co-host on the “Beautifully Toxic” podcast. I know, what in the OXYMORON!?! LOL Well, we started off as the, “We Are All Mad” podcast which of course is from “Alice in Wonderland” and a play on words. However the podcast was later changed to “Beautifully Toxic”. I created a definition for it…captivating and intriguing behavior that pleases male senses or minds aesthetically.
When the new name was revealed to us, I immediately fell in love with it. Shortly, thereafter we got a sponsorship with “The Star Report” and the topics were cool and spicy! We began to get pretty toxic, which was okay but there is too much that I don’t know about people to stamp my opinions as fact, ya feel me? Plus, I really enjoyed when we were discussing real life topics and giving insight or sharing our personal experiences.
Comfort Zone deferred
Being up front and personal ON CAMERA took me WAY OUT OF my comfort zone. I am definitely a behind the scenes individual.
A little over a year ago, my intuition kicked in and I felt there was going to be a shift as far as Beautifully Toxic was concerned but I brushed it off. But you know when God puts something on your heart, you better pay attention!
Due to conflict in schedules, the show was placed on hold “indefinitely”. A few days after that, I received a text stating that we needed to have a meeting. I was prepared for what was about to come. During that meeting it was revealed the the show would be NO MORE. Needless to say, I was relieved due to inclinations I had been having over the past few weeks or maybe even month.
Be Still and Know
When you are still and quiet, you allow God and the Holy Spirit to speak…WHEW I heard them LOUD and CLEAR even though it was a “still small” voice.
WAITING ON GOD IS KEY!
So, Beautifully Toxic has been shelved, which will allow me to live FULLY in my purpose. It was kinda hard being associated with TOXICITY. Like it was cute and fun at first but it’s not true to my character. The world is in need of LOVE and that’s what I am here to do…TEACH and GIVE LOVE!
Bye, Beautifully Toxic it was a good run, I enjoyed myself until I didn’t and learned SOOOO MUCH about myself! I just want to Thank God for his insight.
I will be focusing on my own channel from here on out. You should check it out.
See y’all on YouTube! ✌🏽
Much Love and Blessings,
Elle
YouTube.com/@EllesNLife


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