September 6, 2025, I woke up with yet another song on my heart; per usual I knew who the artist was, but I couldn’t place the title of the song.

I heard, “Precious Lord, take my hand, help me stand” over and Over and OVER again. Precious Lord (the voice was distinct…clearly Fred Hammond, which didn’t surprise me). I open my Spotify and type, “Precious Lord, Take My Hand” and his name did not pop up. So, I went to his profile and since his discography is extensive the Holy Spirit guided me to type Take My Fred Hammond and there it was. I pressed play but it didn’t start off as I heard it in my head but I allowed it to play because I had Faith that this was the right song.

All the sudden that sweet, soft, pure voice sang, “Lord I stand before you once again” and I knew this was it! MAAAANNN LISTEN! That man’s voice is anointed!

As the day went on, I just continued to be led.

My significant and I ended up at Capitol Hill Church for the service, dressed as we were; wearing our Child of God t-shirts, him in shorts and me in jeans. Not all dolled up, we just went to church as we were dressed!

The last time I was there it was cool but the sermon wasn’t what I needed but TUHDAY! Thte sermon was based off of Ezekiel 37: 1-10, which was crazy cuz I’ve been studying Ezekiel for about a month now and just started a 48 day plan last week.

I haven’t gotten to chapter 37 yet, but this was exactly what I wanted and needed…a sermon for the last days! No fluff, just truth about where we are and the stance we as Christians or rather CHILDren of GOD should take on a daily basis.

Pastor Abraham Jules stated, “Sometimes we are going to the wrong places with the right key. We can’t unlock the solutions to our circumstances with the wrong keys” or MINDSET.

My faith was TESTED this week through circumstances, people and technology.

Every morning, I take my anointed oil (which I anointed) and apply it to my feet as I say out loud, “Order My Steps In Your Word Dear Lord, lead me guid me every day”. This has become routine cuz I refuse to do or say anything without him.

On Tuesday, I recorded the video before this one about my faith and my electricity; however my video wouldn’t export to my editing app. I tried several time everyday Tuesday though Saturday. It wasn’t until I was in the house of the Most High God that it exported.

This allowed me to…

1. Record the choir
2. So I could finally edit and post my video

There is someone out there that may receive a blessing from it.

FAITH and leaning into GOD through the mountain top experiences was the jest of today.

The choir did their best to put me in a chokehold on what was already a somewhat emotional day. But when they stood up to sing! I pressed record only phone and the first few words got me, I had to start and stop recording a few times but I maintained my strength.

SIGH…

They were singing the song I requested to be sung at my brother’s memorial service 14 years ago. LORD HAVE MERCY! and then the message the pastor delivered was so right on time.

GOD IS SOMETHING SPECIAL! I adjust happy that I’m faithful to YAH and studying the book of Ezekiel.

I’ve walked an interesting life int he “valley” but as Pastor Abraham Jules said today, “God specializes in that which is IMPOSSIBLE!”

I’m not supposed to be here, YET YAH continues to see fit for me to be here, SO THAT my experiences, my testimonies, my faith walk, my valleys can help someone accept Jesus, YAHUSHA as their Savior.

Precious Lord, take my hand!

Pray this prayer with me:

Lord I stand before you once again

I’m so glad that I know you understand

I done everything I know how to do

and as usual I end up crying out to you

I tried so hard to do my best

but I don’t feel like I”ll make it through this test

I can’t remember feeling so much pain

and my tears keep falling like the pouring rain

I try to force myself to wear a smile but its just not there, my heart seems of unfair

It really feels like I won’t make it through another day

So I stand before youth a broken heart and all I can say is

PRECIOUS LORD PLEASE, TAKE MY HAND!

Amen

Be Blessed!

Love,

Elle