elles~n~life

Love, Laughter, Loyalty and Loss = Ls in life

  • Angel Numbers

    August 4, 2023 I woke up with a song on my heart (mind). 😂🤣🤣 Don’t laugh at me…I’m different! But when I have a song on my heart, it was placed there for a reason and I go to Spotify to check it out and will place that song in heavy rotation until I’m satisfied. Read more

  • Productive Day

    *TRIGGER WARNING: This is a Survivor of Suicide Loss blog in diary format for the month of August to chart my feelings regarding my brother’s untimely death by suicide. August 3, 2023 Today was extremely busy! So many amazing things are happening and I am so grateful for the overwhelming love and support from God. Read more

  • Today was a Good Day

    *Trigger Warning: This is a Survivor of Suicide Loss blog in diary format for the month of August to chart my feelings regarding my brother’s untimely death. Song of the Day: It Was A Good Day by Ice Cube August 2, 2023 Did y’all see the moon last night? I wish I could have gotten Read more

  • Emotions

    *TRIGGER WARNING: This is a Survivor of Suicide Loss blog in diary format for the month of August to chart my feelings regarding my brother’s untimely death by suicide. It’s been 12 years today. August 1, 2023 This morning didn’t start off the greatest. I was in a “space”…my emotions have been all over the Read more

  • Don’t Cry for Me

    July 29-31 entry *TRIGGER WARNING: This is a Survivor of Suicide Loss blog in diary format for the month of August to chart my feelings regarding my brother’s untimely death by suicide. It will be 12 years tomorrow. It was all good, until I started to drive down the last street before I turned onto Read more

  • Unintentional Intentional Emasculation

    Mockery of one’s mother is the pinnacle of extreme disrespect. I received a very disturbing text from my son stating, “I was just about to fight someone.” I immediately went into Mommy mode and told him, “DO NOT!” He then informed me that, he and the kid were joking around and then the other kid Read more

  • God’s Favor

    We gon’ be alright! We gon be alright! We gon’ be alright! Do you hear me, DO YOU FEEL ME? WE GON’ BE ALRIGHT! Lyrics from Kendrick Lamar’s “Alright” ROCK BOTTOM After resigning from my 21 year career in July 2021, I knew I was eventually going to hit ROCK BOTTOM! I just didn’t know Read more

  • Shine Bright

    Just Trust God Twenty Twenty Two ended in a haze…literally! The entire day was cloudy with a heavy layer of fog that covered my part of Earth like a weighted blanket. December 31st left me with a hint of burdens mulling around, as if they were hopping in my luggage to enter the New Year Read more

  • Twenty Twenty Three ~ Year of the 7

    LET IT GO!!! Welcome, Year of the 7! We look forward to all of the extraordinary things that will occur. But before you can start your job…we have to clear a few unwanted things out! Everything and everybody isn’t entitled to what is coming to God’s People. Spiritual folk, You should have been hearing his/her Read more

  • Lift Me Up ~ Rihanna

    Y’ALL KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER! Lift me up Hold me down Safe and Sound Burning in a hopeless dream Lift Me Up ~ From Black Panther: Wakanda Forever God has a special way of showing me how loved and protected I AM! I am PROTECTED! I am LIGHT! I am LOVE! I am Read more